Can’t be myself
Want to be the best
Everything my neighbor wants
Considering the consequences before my actions
My actions? Or your desires?
Avoiding negative reactions
Be anyone else that fits the descriptions
Not me, not myself, not for me, not for myself
“Egoist”; the password to my self-hate, the key
How easy it is to mold me
Circle but I fit into triangle, square
Acting, show, denial
Running away from the person I can’t accept: Me
Boy? Girl? Friend, lover, enemy?
Do I want the best of others for myself?
I’ve built myself to become what? Me? Or a robot ruled by anyone else’s feelings
Anyone who could love me, accept me.