Trapped again by these four walls of hell. Slowly, silently, they close in on me. The air gets thinner. The room gets colder. Hell gets darker. I can't breath. I can't see. I can't think. One by one, the chambers of my mind shut down. Why is this happening? What did I do? Why am I at fault for everyone elses pain? It's too late. I waited too long, jumped too soon. I can't take it back now. Hell has surrounded me. There's no way out. There's no window to shatter. No lock to break. Just leave me here. Let these walls cave in. Let me suffocate in this life. Let. Me. Die.